So long the big white elephant. Letting it go gives me the freedom I long wish, as well as a void that my want wants to fill if I am weak. Life is definitely better with a void (an empty parking space and an absence of a third car).
My effort with the CL500 never came to a fruition. Still I have not resolved the ride issue as well as the gearing and there was no hope after a few attempts which had been costly but in vain. So I have to put a stop-loss to it. And I had dragged the painful decision for far too long as it had not been part of my passion for a very long time. It had expired. So letting it go was a right one, only if it did take too long and cost me extra.
Now I become more cautious of filling the void. It has to some combination of irresistible passion and great necessity. I am not sure there is such thing so I just let it hang in the air.
