Tuesday, January 19, 2010

A brief reflection on car ownership - C32 AMG and 130i

It occurred to me over the busy weekend that I needed to sit down quietly to reflect on the two cars. The immediate urge, as usual, is to find out which is the better one to own. And naturally I hope to eventually own one of them so that I will have a perfect fleet of cars (two only) under my belt. The struggle on which cars to own have been going on fiercely, if not actively, on at least four levels - on a practical, everyday level, on the emotional level, and on the ideal level, and lastly on the financial level. It is so complex it is not possible for me to pin down at times. It is seemingly impossible to lock down over time once a firm grip has been made. It seems evasive and ever-changing, refusing to be locked down. The ownership of cars, therefore, is more adequately described as a stream or a flow of ownership. The cars I own simply become 'obsolete' in my mind before they actually and naturally expire, therefore necessitate various form of justification for the 'change'. I have ever done it so often since my very first car and the result was a combo of bad and good things. It has no doubt enriched my personal, hands-on, relative deep experience on various cars, but on the other hand has damaged my personal finance in the first half of my 20-year of career life. So now I judge that the finance is the very line of defense - as long as the baseline is covered I can do whatever I need and want.

It came to my attention that I needed to write about the C32 and 130i, both adequate cars. The clear advantage of 130i is its young age and speed. The C32 is an continuation of the previously owned C36, its package and my (and Tiki's as well) affinity to Mercedes cars. If it had to be chosen based on monetary consideration, C32 would win based on its lower cost of acquisition as well as second-hand value (easier to sell, too).

Bad news came yesterday that the C32 would not be sold to me. The loss of the possibility of getting the C32 put a good dent unexpectedly in my already dampened mood. This once again proves that the level of abundance in the availability of possibility is well connected to the level of well-being one would feel. I would write about this in my next blog - The Token of Possibility - Money.